And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel my pain
Just smile back…

Long time that I have written anything that makes me feel things.
Long time that I have written anything at all.

As I talked about this to Saurabh, I am certain that I am experiencing what we call, a Blogger’s block! Where even though I have a lot to type about, I could not even end up penning down a single line. Its weird, yes, but it happens, to everyone I guess. At least to everyone who thinks anything that becomes a routine eventually becomes slightly boring.

Anyways, that is not the subject of the post, I know. I have a real bad habit of talking in all tangents. So getting back to the main point, its about music. Music that makes me feel things. Music that sometimes brings me to tears and at others lands me into a white peaceful field of calm. Music that sometimes makes me want to just let loose and exhale my energies out in universe.

Of course, after installing the MP3player on my site, I am able to let people know what I like in music, what moves me. Moreover, it’s also to know whether it affects similarly to anyone else. So, I have updated the Play list again. It contains a few good pieces, which are my favorites.

A few other songs that are not in this list are situated here http://gravityunderground.blogspot.com. The artist is Psychacid, the person I came to know almost a year ago through his blog. Then I was introduced to his music. I had loved a few of his songs since the very beginning, and even though I am writing this right now, I know that my compliments would not be worthy to be said about his music. Shadow art is the song that is dark, full of profundity.

Yet the song that touches me the most is How does it feel?. Strange enough, I wish that I could listen to it live. I wish he would sing it in front of me, for real.

How does that sound, as a birthday gift to me, this year? *smiles*

Another of Sanjay Gupta Film, Including Sanjay Dutt! Releasing on January 12, 2006. The one I would want to watch First day First show. Just for the fact that I do not want to read or hear any reviews in advance. More often than not, common crowd takes Sanjay Gupta films appallingly. I, for myself, like them for the reason that they are diverse, stimulating. They are not the Rajshri banners Rona- Dhona Category such as “Hum saath saath hai” or Karan Johar’s family Drama “kabhi khushi kabhi gum.” I stalwartly loath those movies. However, I would not comment more about it as this is a substance of sensitivity, and watching preferences. I respect everyone’s own opinion in this.

Again, this post is not about the movie itself. It is about the music. It is about the soundtrack of this movie, which is composed by “Strings”, in which John Abraham has quoted a few lines and become a new singer of the town. Anyhow, he sounds good as the track itself lifts the quotation to new heights while listened. This track is about sadness, about the grief and pain of lost. Of course, to others it may sound like a negative effect, but that very effect leads to the positive soul searching.

This is the song, that I am not tired of listening. This one track, which I have so accustomed to listen almost five times a day, has been my favorite from the very day it got premiered on The Musik, and all other music channels.

This is the Song: “Yeh Meri Kahani – Strings”.

Enjoy,
Ektz.

0300 hours.

Shadows conjuring in my room… but no breathing soul except I.
Intoxicating compositions through the earphones… at its loudest ever.
Me sitting in a corner… with my arms around my pulled up knees.
Eyes closed shut… feeling every sensation that those songs bring.
Painstakingly embracing the anguish… the ache… the retribution…
The vigor… the weakness… all at once.

… Its so remarkable how we can undergo so much through music. Or may be its just me. May be its just about the passion, obsession that music brings out in me. Like last night it did…

I started with
“Woh lamhe.. woh yaadein..” From the movie Zeher…
… Exasperating melancholy.
“Raunde hain.. mujko tera pyaar” From movie Pyaar tune kya kiya…
… Excruciating resentment.
“Frozen” by Madonna…
… Pain at its purest.
“Tera hi karam” from the movie Karam…
… More soreness…
“In the End ” by Linkin park..
…
… Obliteration… Destruction.
…
… In the end… it doesnt even matter……