A. Available or taken: Available… naah! its different from being single. I’m not at all available actually:P

B. Best Friend: Right now, two. Joy and Prem.

C. Cake or pie: Cake anyday!

D. Drink of choice: Vodka with lime.

E. Essential item: CellPhone

F. Favorite color: Black-Red

G. Gummi bears or worms: none

H. Hometown: Rajkot

I. Indulgence: Music, Movies , Books, Chocolate and Late night Talks.

J. January or February: January. [ I really wonder what exactly does this question mean? ]

K. Kids and/or names: well, no kids. but if i ever have a girl, I’m naming here “Anamika”. And Boy, “Kshitij”

L. Life is incomplete without: Adventure

M. Marriage date: December 8. [ how strange to ask just the date and not the year, isn't it!? ]

N. Number of siblings: two lovely sisters that I fight a lot with.

O. Oranges or apples: Coconut. [or more like coco nut]

P. Phobias/Fears: Hydrophoebia

Q. Quote: “I can resist everything but a temptation.”

R. Reason to smile: Joy of being alive and kicking right now.

S. Season: Winter

T. Tag 3 /6 people: I don’t tag people, anyone wants to take it up, go ahead.

U. Unknown fact about me: do i really want to say it out loud? okay, may be its time i should.. ermm. I cry while watching movies. Some makes me cry befcause they affect me, others because they are so poorly made.

V. Vegetable you hate: long list.

W. Worst habit: Waking up late in morning.

X. X-rays: ?? I’ve a few of those of my foot, after that accident

Y. Your favorite food: Anything cooked with love in it. [how cheezy!]

Z. Zodiac: Leo+Virgo [born at cusp of two signs].

I decided to come back to writing. Probably it seems like my *big* writer’s block is off the road. But most of the friends from the blogger world.. at least the ones I call friends, are off the roads them selves. I mean, i just had a look at it today.. the list of links I have in my sidebar, I looked up each blog.. and surprisingly, apart from Saurabh and Reshma, everyone is off the hook of blog, for one or other reason.

Sometimes, I wanna know what made them stop? sometimes I wish they start again, I had always loved reading them, heck, thats why they are on my list.

sighs, we don’t get all answers, do we?

atleast I am glad for Reshma and Saurabh.

Ekta.

Blog Re-vamped again.
This time, for appropriate reasons.
Yet, Don’t actually expect me to write those down.
But if you really want to dwell into what I went through, read this…

Could a person shut out all and become insular?
Take all frustration and put it in a small vase on the window sill
and watch them bloom as time passes?

Do those blooms look good?
Do they have good fragrance?

Could a person ever really become insular?

I once thought that no man is an island.
I disagree, I am an island.

I shut myself up in my mind and insulated my core from all that hurt.
I listened and talked to myself.
I bore the brunt of mistakes and saw my proud ego shatter to disfigured pieces of glass.

But I had survived.
And so I shall.
Give me time to come out of my shell.
and when I do,
I’ll hug you like I used to.

Ekta.